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Saturday, January 26, 2013

Heart


Heart, we will forget him,
You and I, tonight!
You must forget the warmth he gave,
I will forget the light.

When you have done pray tell me,
Then I, my thoughts, will dim.
Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging
I may remember him!
 -Emily Dickinson

Friday, January 25, 2013

Ponder#5

Even the complete knowledge of you being better than the one you hate cannot serve as a fire extinguisher for you.
And this hatred seems like a burning fire, eating down on you.
But still we hate. Really hate to see them do better than you.
Don't we.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

O my Creator, how do I fall in love with you again?
How do I bind myself to you like before and crush this divide?

My Creator, how oh how do I love you again...

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Ponder# 4


We might try making a point, but then see it’s in vain. It’s like drowning in a tank of water. Not an ocean or a river, but a tank. The tank is closing in and we can’t even thrash our hands and feet. We can’t stop the flow of water and obviously can’t swim out of it.

It’s quite shamefacedly then that we confess how we strive on this choking feeling that seems to surround us. We are hurting, we can get out, and we’re just not doing it. Breaking free is easy, just a few words away, and still we shy away.

And therefore then, we face it all over again, our goddamn bloody cowardice. We live on the crumbs of others, like a dog feeding on leftovers.
There are better ways of survival. We need to find one.