Piercing the Bubble of Pain

OK. So we all enter relationships. Fall in and out of love. But along the lane meet a person, one special person, who leaves a permanent mark, like permanent footprints on the shore of our hearts. And that is the time we realize that we have fallen completely in love for the first time. And if it happens that we have to leave, we will have the hardest time falling out of love.
It will amaze us that we will still respect the relationship we had with the person. We won't resort to cheap means to gain our nerves. There will be times when with friends, tears will form on their accord, nights will be disturbed and sleepless, loneliness will engulf you even in the midst of a crowd. That is because the crowd, the people, the friends- nothing will have a meaning. The person who did mean the world, the most, who meant everything to you, is no longer yours to call.
To have loved, to have been held, to have cried in each others arms, to have been totally and completely honest, to have given it your all, to have built dreams, and then to see it all fall... that's the worst that can happen to anybody.
They say that "To have loved and lost is better than not to have loved at all". But I guess they forgot to add that to have loved, and lost is the worst pain one can endure.
So if you love someone, take care, be brave, think, talk, make changes, tell each other their flaws and work on it soon-before its too late.
Because nobody can understand your pain, the pain of losing your love. They would just ask you to move on, or may say that time will heal your wounds. Well, moving on does not happen, neither does time heal the wounds. What happens is that you numb yourself to the pain inside, you become immune to the lump that forms in your throat, ignore the burning of your insides.
What will make you smile, after a long long time, is the love you were lucky to have. The assured protection, the promise of being there for each other. A person who was there when the world turned against you. The only person who understood you. The only one you let to understand your thoughts, emotions and feelings.
And you will live in those memories. You will learn how to. That is what time will teach you, to not to cry, But to smile and bless the person who taught you one lesson, perhaps the only valuable lesson in life, The lesson of loving without boundaries.
And you will live. On that love you received, you will live.

And this is for the love I had.
Take care my love. And be happy. I failed you. And I hope wish and pray there is someone out there to give you all the happiness I could not give you.
Be happy. Be blessed.
And remember that I will always love you.

Peace.